there are 5 pills missing from this handful of 3 times a day

socks are too tight.
it's hard to type or take lids off Tupperware or open new garbage bags or pick up a dropped metrocard.
I feel like sleeping every 4 hours for about 3 hours.
I am overwhelmed but thankful

tired

denied an appeal for leave. thinking.
too much on my plate but it all has to get done.
weight has stayed at 117. I'm good with that.

75% of eyebrows gone. 90% of bottom lashes. Top lashes all the little filler ones are gone but the long ones are holding stubbornly on which makes for better mascara wearing.

my nails are sore and blackening and my fingertips are numb so i may let up on posting here as they get worse.

i'm tired. but happy. glad to be done with the AC which was as close to feeling like i was dying as i can imagine... and i feel so loved and supported which makes me feel safe.

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