started installation. wearing my lymphadema sleeve and breaking often, so thankful to have an assistant!

update: my fingers and toes are sooo numb! i couldn't cover my feet again last night but i only have ONE MORE CHEMO before that part is over, so I'm talking myself into the zone... must be able to button my shirt on Thursday and keep my hemoglobin, red and white cells up so they'll proceed with treatment. whew.
then i'll get three weeks break before radiation starts.  meanwhile, my sleep patterns have been pretty consistent the last few weeks... thursday i crash from the drugs, friday i'm wired from the drugs, saturday and sunday the drugs are starting to wear off and i sleep for 2-4 hour stretches and then am up for 5-7 before i crash again, monday-wednesdays are increasingly better- up to 6 hours of sleep at nights but i usually am up at like 5am adn crash at like 7pm which is annoying.

bills: piling up in the shoe box besides the automatic debit ones. whole foods is a money vacuum but i'm not allowed to eat half the things elsewhere.

so thankful to friends who are putting a fundraiser together.
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